I'll keep you my dirty little secret

prettydarncute:

When I saw you today I got butterflies,

But I pretended not to notice you.

When you walked up to me I almost died inside,

But I kept my calm and smiled.

I could barely hear the words coming out of your mouth

 I was so fixated on taking in your smell, your eyes, your smile.

I stayed so cool and acted all nonchalant 

Like I did not care about the way you looked at me.

From the look in your eyes I know you want me.

But I know and you know that we could never be.

So we’ll keep our polite hellos and our smiling eyes

As we both secretly die inside.

I want you so bad although I know it’s wrong

Just knowing you belong to someone else turns me on.

The feeling I get when you look at me

Transforms me into to someone I thought i’d never be.

I’m so starved for your attention and affection

I can’t be the only one who feels this connection.

I’ve never felt this way before

Seeing you with them makes me want you even more.

Their happy faces reminds me of something I’ve never had

A loving, caring and thoughtful dad.

My attraction to you is so twisted. 

I’ve tried my hardest to resist it.

You’re almost twice my age and married

These feelings for you I cannot carry.

I guess I just have to accept with regret 

That this is my daddy issues manifested.